Today will mark the last time Old Trafford will have Sir Alex Ferguson, on the pitchline. He’s been at this for the last 26years. He has won 38 major trophies since coming to Manchester in the late ‘80. I remember first seeing him as a toddler. Never thought one day he would be my idol. Stands for all that’s good. How to be a good man, a fellow Mason. It’s been my pleasure to be a part of these past few years. We’re very much in the same boat. Sailing away but we’ll still have a part to play in the coming months and years. Forever United 20|13

I’ve always thought that our dreams play a subconscious role in part of events past, present and future. This is about Allison. I can’t say I’m haunted by our memories. I’ve always chosen to remember the great times and forget about the rest.
We’ve been separated for a good six months now. I thought things would be much tougher than they have been. But don’t get me wrong, I have my moments. Every once in a while, I’ll have a dream of us, together. My dreams are always wonderful. Her and I get along. There’s no yelling, questioning and fighting, just happiness. Ive spoken to my psychiatrist about my relationship with her. I was asked, was the exact opposite of what you described? No, on the contrary, we had a beautiful relationship. When we fought, it’s because we were passionate about each other. I told my doctor that I haven’t been more passionate about someone or anything (including my football). Even though, we were rocky since day 1, I did see myself being able to love her. That’s the toughest part. I’ve dated someone else since her, Kristina. Her and I are friends today but I told her, “I can’t love you. I can’t see myself being able to love you, today or tomorrow”. My doc said, it’s natural to feel that way. Our dreams can indicate to us that there is unfinished business, shame of failure, regret or we just enjoy those moments. You have to accept failure so it doesn’t become a regret because sometimes you won’t have the opportunity to fix them. Ahn, she sounded like a wonderful woman but things didn’t work for the best. Which led you here today. You’re a community figure in Carrington. Manchester loves you because you’re a hard and determined professionalist. Question is, would you be here today, if that relationship was successful?
In ending, even though I’m not Allison’s anymore, I still feel like I belong to her. She belongs to me. We belonged together, since May 4th of 2012. It’s what drives me to be more than what I was, in days past.

The season is quickly coming to a close. I’m 50/50 on retiring. I’ll retire if we can somehow get CR7 back to Old Trafford. Been working with Chevrolet and Nike, to pitch in on ideas. Chevrolet has pledge £50m and Nike has also pledge £66m. Both come stipulated with huge endorsement assest for the next decade. The only obstacle left is talking to Madrid. They will want somewhere near $130m for Ronald. Also, they will have to find his replacement. I think Jesse Rodriguez is a good one; however, Deal is done, if they can procure Gareth Bale from the Spurs or even Neymar.

I was told today, that the governing body of uefa, had no issue with the Ref’s sending off of Nani. I didn’t expect them to cause they have and always have been spineless. Nobody calls them out cause they are European football. This game can be beautiful; however, it’s ugly behind the veil.

Telling the lads, we gotta get up! Chelsea comes here on and will not fee sorry for us. Get up and hit back! 80 thousand strong at Old Trafford, 80 million strong world wide. ggmu

Sitting here 30 past 10. All the hard work we’ve put in, all destroyed in a split second.

Tuesday night is going to be special. Win or lose, I’ll be proud of my club. Cristiano is making his first return to Old Trafford. While he was here, the supporters adored him and we as a club loved him. I and many of my teammates probably wouldn’t be where we are at today, if it wasn’t for him. Let’s cheer, then jeer him for the rest of the game. ggmu

There really isn’t much to do in freezing Manchester. So Chico, Alex, Nani and I went up to Liverpool to have dinner and catch a movie. It’s nice to blend into the crowd for once. It’s also nice to not talk about football and just enjoy a night out. Now at home watching the guys play cod. I’m here painting. I do love painting and listening to music. Gives me time to think about how mad life has been. I get home sick but these lads remind me that I have 23 brothers here. Thinking this will be my final season. I plan on traveling and doing good around the world.

I’m the hugest supporter of Real Madrid C.F. & Cristiano Ronaldo but come Tuesday night, We’re kicking your ass at Old Trafford - Manchester United #ggmu #9